actually means NOW

Eart and water and fire and wind song

2011-08-29T12:59:00.003+02:00

I can pray
I can hope
I can live
I can bee,
but can t anything without you!

I am an artist
I am an genius
I have a god-complex
I am the best
I am anything,
but without you I am nothing!

I can fall
I can rise
I can have it
I can loose it
I can die, too
but I can t loose you!

I can do so much
I do nothing
I can think
I can stop
The best I ever do,
I can t stop lovin` you

And what else do a man need?
True love is what him feed!
He just have to understand it...
And I did... it is true,
because I know I love you!!!

To foster a child

2011-06-07T11:37:00.003+02:00

Desperately in need
Helpless out there
Someone has to come
to take care of it
and to feed...

Cleaning after,
sometimes it scream
without a reason
there will be laughter...
after all.

Poor little nanny,
caretaker,
selfless,
there is just few like you,
out there are not many,
maybe you are the only one.

To foster a child,
in a desperate land
called home,
no to everyone...
it is like holding sand,
in the huge wild.

Ride with me,
endless need,
happy, sad, so mad,
crazy, but humdrum,
to be somewhere else,
or just to be.

Morning blues

2011-06-02T08:27:00.003+02:00

It was once a drunken morning,
a new planet has been born,
with black coffee, with black sky,
with no love,
so why denie...

When the clock turns around,
the hills were formed,
there was no ground,
the birds were black,
and no way back.

What a stupid morning,
on this planet so old,
a big man s drinking,
he has no hair,
his had was not shaved,
just a little bit bold.

And in the evening,
even during the night,
the sun goes up,
and black becomes light,
a star is shining,
shining so bright.

It is just a song,
soemthing like morning blues.

Tonight

2011-06-01T23:00:00.001+02:00

Not on the left,
No right size...
Alone,
The bad is bigger,

I pull the trigger,
And what else...

No-one on the right,
sleep well,
sleep tight,
okay, all right.

Still not what it is!
Or what it should be!

stubby wings

2011-05-31T22:06:00.002+02:00

What I gained I lost,
what I had I never loose,
What I have lost I never had have!

I can fly, over the stars,
It is just a shortcut to find yourself.
But cut my wings and I will be struggling.
Maybe I will even die.

The perennial night will close the final door,
The furphies will become alive,
a dove will fly,
but what I have imagine, it still will die!

Once I have canopied my thoughts,
once you have sepulchred what I am,
once i am inhumed... just cut off my poor, stubby wings.

What else to tell!

To die

2011-05-16T01:38:00.005+02:00

YES
You do die only once!

People that almost died
they did actually not!
They just tried!

When you die - it is over,
No new tries - what you did
you did
now it` s over.

What is next,
non living person know
we invent or guess,
a lot of questions,
a lot of stress...

but why?
we only have to learn to use the time we have... NOW!
so use it - we do not know how!!!

still
we can try...

strana broj dva

2011-02-06T08:08:00.000+01:00

Sviječe sam ugasio, noć je već poodavno stigla, spustila se pred prozore, te takođerzvane penđere, a ja evo sjedim i zoru čutim. Utonuo u san, najljepši na svijetu, jer tebe, svoju dragu ću sniti...

Mada kada se probudim, kada oči otvorim, ja ipak tužan ću biti. Oduvijek ostaje ona stara boljka, ali istinita - bolje je voljeti i ne biti voljen, nego nikada ne voljeti. A osim toga ima i ova nova - odkako je sanjam sve češće, sve više spavam...

Ali tako je naizgled pronaći neću moći.

I odjednom - Jesen je!

na tvojim usnama moje ime biva

2011-02-05T23:10:00.000+01:00

Uvijek je teško sve iz ponova, gdje započeti? I ovo mi je škola, ta čudesna pjesma od Gibbonija je tek izašla na radiju kada sam ja razmišljao ovako. Da će sve za manje od pet godina da se promijeni, to tada, te davne 2000 i neke nisam znao.

Toliko toga je rečeno, a onda opet se rodi ta neka nova iskra i onda shvatimo da je toliko toga ostalo ne izrečeno i nekazano. Ipak za tu iskru nije ni čudo, niti sam bio iznenađen, pa jesen je na pragu, čeka, jer poslije ove sedmice će i ljedo da oficijelno pozdravi sve nas (ljubitelje) i onda ga neće biti do naredne godine.

Iskra, pet slova, ona, tri slova, ali pak te dvije riječi skupa i u stomaku mi se sve okreče. Misli odlutaju njoj, ja dozovem njenu sliku u mislima, naravno neku daleko ljepšu verziju i uzvišeniju nego što bi ona ili bilokoja druga to mogle da ikada budu. Ipak u mislima, ja bih mogao to raditi vječno, a ime joj nikada ni ne spomenuti.

Kada pogledam u te ipak nekako nevine oči, ja onda ne vidim ženu, ne lice, nos, glavu, struk, ruke ili šta li već, ja vidim tu ljepotu koja kao da zrači, ipak prolazna. I nepravda je znam što moja nije, samo moja i ničija više.

O jeseni "toliko močna",
o dušo razorena,
o druže Jesenjinu,
davno preminuli,
da li sada sa neba na mene gledaš, češkaš se po kosi i smješiš se,
da li suosječaš?

Na pragu moga srca je toliko imena urezano, pitam se da li će i jedno do samoga srca stići... Ali tada još nije bilo vrijeme da saznam sve ovo što sada znam.

Nisam znao kako, ali poljubit te htjedoh...

2011-02-05T22:40:00.002+01:00

*prica iz te davne 2007 godine

Rubovi ili kuti tvojih usana (kako kome volja) su me skoro kao zabranjeno pozivali. Ti si bila toliko mršavija od mene, a ja sam bio tako daleko. Ali šta da radimo?
Da sam ja bio taj neko iz drugog vremena i da nisam bio kao zabranjeno voće, mogli smo se možda skupa i oznojiti.

Sudbina je ipak jedna tako značajna, mada neznačajna tačkica u tome nekom već odnekud ispisanom tekstu što ga životom nazvahsmo. On ipak eto traje, koliko traje, a mi tu baš ništa ne -možemo. Ipak u rijetkim trenutcima sreće, ta tačkica ukoliko nam je naklonjena pozitivno, mi je itekako cijenimo i volimo i šta više uvažavamo.

Kada se meni naklonila ta tačkica nisam je baš htio prihvatiti neznajući da je onaj pokraj tebe ipak bio samo tvoj brat, a ja nisam bio tek jedan više u tom nizu prolaznosti.

Na kraju te ipak odlučih poljubiti i sve zbunjenosti i zablude i pogrešno tumačenje zabranjenog voća su nestale, kao i mnogo proteina, ugljikohidrata i kalorija tih narednih nekoliko života.

Zimska paranoja

2011-02-05T22:28:00.003+01:00

Prijatelju stari, evo pricam ti pricu,
inspiracija je dosla tik ono pred kraj zime,
mozda sam ja ostario,
a mozda i zbog promijene klime...

Inace inspiracija za pisanje tik pred jesen dodje,
a proljetnim dolaskom, ista nekako prodje,
mada pisao sam ja i ljeti, ali hajd se toga sjeti?
Sta li mi tek za novu jesen prijeti?

Ni stihovi vise nisu, sto ni prijatelji nisu,
Nista vise nije, kazu i misle da drugi lazu,
pa i ne moze biti kao sto je bilo,
dok smo bili mladi vise se i plesalo i pilo...

Ali to nisu bila neka druga vremena,
ljepsa, manje siva, vise sarena,
ne tece vrijeme, mi starimo, prijatelju stari...
za vremenom marimo, vrijeme za nas ne mari...

Zato sta nama preostalo jeste,
kupiti zirafu, slona i noja
zivjeti svoj zivot, pisati kojesta,
raditi nesto i cekati da prodje ova zimska paranoja!

Hajd zivjeli

just a dream!

2010-09-21T22:06:00.004+02:00

Ljudi su na tom koncertu u sred svojih zivota klimali glavama jedne melodije i jednoga glasa, a ja sam ih promatrao, pjevajuci, glasom pustenim, izmedju pauza taj caj od jecma sam trosio kao minute tih ljudi sto me slusaju, ali sta oni vec znaju???

Zivot je veci,
od nas, nas sviju, taj vjecni zivot...
Sta nadjes tvoje je kazu,
ako nadjes pravu ljubav tvoja je, ali...

osmjeh krasi arenu,
niko me ne shvata,
taj osmjeh vjecni...
ma dokle vise?

Sve sto nadjes tvoje je,
tako svugdje kazu,
ali da li citas sitnim slovima ispisanu sudbinu?
zivot je veci od tebe!

Sve sto je tvoje,
samo na cas tvoje je!
sudbina nam na kraju sve krade, a...
mi...svjesni smo tog kraja ove price :)

Opet osmjeh,
ma sta drugo,
taj vjecni osmjeh, sto traje
samo onoliko koliko trajem i ja,

i tu smo
narode moj, fanovi,
carevi i robovi,
svi si, sto svasta jeste, svoji niste...

sve sto nadjes tvoje je,
pa makar i ljubav,
nadat nam se ostaje,
da osjecanja i sjecanja prenosimo gdje god vec, nakon smrti, jer novac, auta i kucu ostavljamo iza sebe....

To je samo moj san,
kao grupe R.E.M.
to sam ja u cosku,
probaj plakati,
ali ako ljubav prenjeti zelis,
nisam bas u to siguran, ali vjerovanje ne gubi,
jer tvoj auto ce ipak ostati iza tebe....

I sve sto nadjes gdje god, tvoje je,
osim ako ne odlucis da ga vratis,
ili ako to nije ipak samo san!!!

2 many

2010-06-15T17:01:00.001+02:00

freedom man....
2 many choices
2 many possibilities
2 times to live....
2 times of everything!!!!

cheers!!!

tree little words

2010-05-16T21:23:00.001+02:00

I don't have to say it out loud
because I will write it down!
And there it will stay forever!
So I don't have to say it out loud,
but to read it to you,
and to mean it...
So I say it out loud!

Gambling dreams

2010-05-12T21:01:00.002+02:00

Like a movie,
someone has press hold,
gambling dreams and we keep goin'
trough life, something doin'
and nothing else matters.

One day you live,
the other you die,
where it was you,
it's now a lie,
and everything matters.

What is important,
is not what it will be,
what is forgotten,
was never important,
and importance never matters.

You live trough your life,
you die only once,
you love, you laugh, you dream,
you sleep, and nothing else matters.

And even if it does matter or if not,
for those who stay behind,
those that will follow,
one day or the other,
you will be remembered.

* almost a week ago, I lost someone I loved very much...

most

2010-02-06T12:44:00.002+01:00

taram, taram; tam, tam, tam was the melody
on the top of your lips,
i dream, i felt asleep...

in front of your eyes,
a picture is burning down,
a photo of your only one.

in your dreams
when you sleep,
i will be,
hopefully more than once.

one day, maybe today,
nobody should wish you, want you,
make you awake...

one day, almost everyday,
I will be near,
just by you, to watch you,
to keep you,
to love you.

what else would man want!

Can't Get Enough of You

2010-01-25T09:13:00.004+01:00

I have no job and I have no money, too
I post it on blogspot.com,
that is what I do.

I drink no beer, nor wine, too
I write you some words,
that is what I do.

I don't know why, really do not know why,
but I can't get enough of you...
I can't explain how much I love you,
but this is what I do.

and if I get a blues singer to sing it instead of me that would be the right thing!

I get the same old feelin' every time you're here
I feel the change
Somethin' moves
I scream your name

More songtexts at www.oleo.tv

I get the same old feelin' every time you're here
I feel the change
Somethin' moves
I scream your name

More songtexts at www.oleo.tv

Words

2010-01-23T10:59:00.003+01:00

I just want to fly, fly, fly,
to fly so high, high, high,
I want to try, not asking why,
not asking when or with who?
I know the answer - it will always be YOU!

I do not want to soloing,
somewhere high in the sky,
I do not want to take a plane,
with so many unknown strangers,
I want to fly, to let go one more time!

My head flies sometimes,
but it is like fly by wire,
Still there is this over huge desire
to fly so hight, high, high,
so high over the sky and to the end of thoughts!

Than everything is clear,
what least of all are words,
like dust in summer,
everyone is throwing cautions to the winds,
just speaking not acting!

But not this time,
I want to take a stab in the dark,
and to fly again,
To fly, fly, fly,
So high, high, high,
Over the sky, furthermore the words
and to the end of our thoughts!

Time to make some art!

they say...like wine of foreign growth

2009-12-27T12:09:00.004+01:00

I was not there, he told me the story,
I will not tell the truth, what will you do?
He was not there neither, but he told it to me!
Was it the truth? May it be true?

Just dreams, one holy and utterly stupid world,
they say the end is near, he asked me is there something else?
Such thoughts are extrinsic to him...
Nothing human is alien to me!
Is it true, could it be?

One mass acceleration moment of the core of my thought,
just a second, not even that!
sunset, summer nights, at nightfall just nyctophobia.
Again dreams instead of life, again atrocious fear,
should I change?
or die slowly like this?
or disappear...

Strange this man was? Alien he is,
like wine of foreign growth,
a visitor from abroad,
a candle he handle, the truth he seeks,
the world he razed!

Foreign this person is!
Not apprehensive, not anxious, not fearful,
a gloaming moment it was,
when I conceives, that man is me,
just an other movie whose end I had to see!

Schmusie!

2009-12-12T23:25:00.003+01:00

Ting, tink, tong, tik, tak, tak...
Rhythm,
Me...just you and me
one more time,
once more and some faith!!!

Some pics I can t imagine right now without thinking of YOU!
I do!
YEAH,
one more time,
beer ME!
I think only of you,
my only one, my SchmuSIE!!!!

Monday, once more in a month!
Liberation from everything is just one kiss from you!
Stay in my bones-
YES you will!
Kiss, lips, stick, bones, hunt, I DO!!!

I DO
I...YEAH!!!! Do
Love you,
lovin, lovin, lovin BLUES!!!

This is my Schmusie song, oh Maria!
Buena Vista, Del Tiago, Revolta, Si Signor!
Whatever I love you SO!

Once more, one more time,
Ting, tink, tong, tik, tak, tak...
Rhythm,
Me...just you and me and YOU
one more time,
once more and some faith!!!

Faith - it is our life together...
;)
žd

Schnaeckchen

2009-06-23T23:06:00.002+02:00

Sitting in the round,

at the round table,
faces, smiles, laughs!

Everyone s doing fine,
it`s just the rain,
fallin` down on the roads
an our heads...

Is everybody in?
Very fine,
it`s looking good.

It rains the whisper of luck,
just the two of us
and unfinished destiny ->

Dancing in the rain,
Swimming in the night,
Being drunk and ourselves,
It is the moon missing
and we both kissing...

Crawling human race

2009-06-02T07:34:00.004+02:00

Is it fame, is it glory, is it the unstoppable wish to reach the stars,

is it the desire for knowledge, the unraveling of mysteries,

the exacting of understanding...

This trial is still pending.

We walked on the moon, we conquer every feeling,

just to come to this stage,

it is not a matter of time, it is a matter of anger,

the stupidity of man, and a fatal human rage.

Collapsing ever inward, we do it over 50 years from now on,

We made our fate, is it already to late?

To change the way we think, to change the way we live,

to change the people who already are made,

to have a different running mate...

When will intelligence replace ambition,

when will strong replace violence,

when will ardency replace relationship and connection,

when will humanity replace power?

If ever, the crawling human race will maybe than start walking straight again!

Bosnia is just a babe in the woods

2009-06-01T14:16:00.003+02:00

Today I found again something out,
The country that choose me to be from,
is just a babe in the woods,
without constancy, always changing,
but since ever betting on the wrong number,

zaniness and ignorance, stupidity and gloomy faith that one day it will change!

I choose not to be any more from this country!
Even more because I am actually not, but since my country of origin not exist any more, what to do?

Finally it begins

2009-02-15T22:00:00.000+01:00

Finally it begins... here is the new add from my new-old poetry blog ;) (but only in bosnian language)...

http://wizards16.blogspot.com/

I hope you enjoy it (KO VEC RAZUMIJE)....

Information

2008-12-23T00:00:00.003+01:00

Hallo to everyone,

I am working right now on a new blog (I am actually rewriting my old poetry book, from the time when I was 16)... So I will make this before I will continued to write new poems in this blog...

Cheers!
dz

Drunk 'n' over again

2008-11-28T21:10:00.007+01:00

"one brutal, silly one"

We are just one step near the end of the world..
the border,
waiting,
the star has f*ck me all over again,

I need my silence, just once more, a beer, before the breakfast,

keep this little bit of hope,
not today,
don't touch me today..
not after a night like this-
the one that follows..

I don't have any emperors clothes today for you..
NOT ANY MORE my darling...
We are just one step near the end of the world..
We are just one step to change what we are..

Just one step to convince us
that we actually are worth of anything...of everything!

We are the artist of tomorrow!!
F*cking drunk 'n' over again,
we have to be us,
proud of ourself...

Just few more English word!!!! in this not English world!
In this world, that belongs to us!
Where we ARE!
***

_______________________________________________________________________
* for all my "friends" from the past, that think about me I guess less than I do about them...
CHEERS 'n' I love you, too of course!
_______________________________________________________________________

We have not come here to cry!
Just to say it one more time,

... "Don't give me again this "SECERUSA-RAKIJA" drink again..." because tomorrow I will not be able to be able of anything!

"I am not a love animal, just a poor lover boy on the stage of life!"
Don't touch me today!
Tomorrow it will be different!

Sunday morning a cube of love 'n' hate

2008-06-10T10:20:00.003+02:00

blowing with the wind,
the colorfull carpet...
whiteness below us,
and we inside,

the witnesses of meaning.

People around just lieing,
staring,
there is a war out there
people are dieing everywhere

but who actually cares?

the sun is rising...
we got our MOYO rising...
Just keep rising...

And blowing with that one,
even if we donot want to,
even if we got Jack.
...

People R a bunch of a cow

2008-06-10T10:18:00.002+02:00

...
eating, sniffing, drinking,
hoping,
dreaming,

but mostly...
still eating
...

it might be

2008-03-18T11:03:00.003+01:00

*
So big the world is,
so nothing is all I could compeer with how deep I miss you!
And than this!
would be nothing indeed how much I do love you!

M'n'C

2008-03-04T10:55:00.003+01:00

In the train of today,
the morning's almost gone,
you are more than love,
you are my only one.

How does it come that i miss you so,

there is so much we all go through,

it is hard 'n' impossible to ignore,
but harder to live without you!..

In the end it stays almost all over me...

People give each other so much, but I haven' lost anything, I have give you all, but received so much more...

All the love in this world and the love of you my M'n'C...my Marie Castel!

Meine Sucht nach Liebe und Trost

2008-01-29T11:54:00.000+01:00

***
Hast du mir gegeben,
was ich verdient hab?
Hab ich verdient was du mir gibst?

Ich brauche dich bei mir...
Ich brauche dich um zu überleben,
Ich brauche dich vielleicht so wie du mich auch!

Keiner hier bei mir oder um mich herum,
keiner so zärtlich wie du,
und du bist auch nicht hier,

Nur ich und es graut, Nebel, Trostlos...
Ohne dich will die Welt auch nicht,
und ich mitten drin!

Du fehlst mir so sehr,
Ohne dich ist selbst das atmen schwer,
Das halb volle glas ist nun auch leer,

Ich werde überleben,
Doch nicht all zu sehr,
Denn lange ohne dich, ist selbst das Dasein so schwer...

Ohne dich zu sein,
Kein Glück, Nimmermehr!

the poem from the last night

2007-12-12T10:03:00.000+01:00

...and yes it was a very great night...We talked over the phone and I just felt asleep with your voice in my ears and you were there - in my dreams - like every night, but the awaking this gray n sleepy morning it just hurt so much to know that you awake as myself alone...I miss you so much, so deep, so endless like I do love you! and this morning after few tears, because it hurts sometimes so much I took a strange looking pan and I wrote you this poem from the last night...or it have write itself trough me...

*not enough*

it is the time when you are not here
with me...
when you are in avignon but i am not there

in this time i have to much of everything
but not enough of you
i miss you so much

and the funny thing is
i want to be with you no matter what

because it is cruel not to be wit you
and i am asking myself
what am i doing here

and this feeling will disappear
when you come to me
when you come here

because i will never have enough of you
my little Schmusie a moi!

glass n love

2007-12-06T12:36:00.001+01:00

like glass the love is very transparent put it keeps warm and it s just like magic!

...

fuer ein Tutor

2007-11-19T17:19:00.000+01:00

die Augenblicke deut ich nicht
im Zug des Lebens
immer in Bewegung
die Gefuehle verlaufen sich...

Du, der mein Freund bist..
du bist nicht verkehrt
du hast eine Liebe
und die Frau die du verehrst
auch wenn sie nicht wircklich dein ist...

...das Leben atmet auf und wir sind mitten drauf,
im Zug des Lebens....

Gefuehle deute ich auch nie,
denn fuer manche ist es zu langsammmmm
fuer die anderen zu schnell.

MAn hoert oft - die Liebe ist leicht,
doch was leicht..leicht zu finden???
sie kann zwar die Menschen verbinden,
aber oftmals bleibt LEICHT
so ziehmlich UNERREICHT...

Finde es trozdem wunderbar,
auch wenn sie dich nicht liebt.
Geniesse unendlich das Gefuehl,
denn du begehrst sie doch fast zu viel...

Und auch wenn sie dich nicht will,
ist es auch sie, die dich formt...
zu dem macht was du bist,
und was du sein wirst...

fuer die Liebe,
denn sie kommt!!!

Du fehlst so sehr

2007-11-13T14:46:00.000+01:00

Den Gedanken an dich versucht auszuspülen...

Ihn aus mir herauszuschreiben,
ich liebe dich und du fehlst mir so sehr
ohne auch nur zu übertreiben...

Du bist nicht da, das zerreißt mich,
das wiederkehrende Gefühl der Machtlosigkeit,
es ergreift mich...

Nur die Nacht überstehen, diese paar Stunden,
dann geht es meistens wieder
für eine Weile...
doch der Abend naht...und eine neue Zeile.

...in der du mir so unglaublich fehlst entsteht!

Ein Oktober...

2007-11-13T14:43:00.000+01:00

Hey du... Stille, du Ruhe,
kannst du mich hören,
zwischen den Reihen meiner Zeilen spüren?

Dein Sklave, ich bin es,
der zu dir empor spricht,
hinauf steigt,
wie ein Soldat am Rande der Verzweifelung,
ohne das er sich verneigt...
das Volk zusehend – es schweigt!

„Ich sehe, ja spüre tue ich auch,
was du vorhast,
doch dazu gehören
mich mit den anderen einreihen,
das kann ich nicht...“

Du suchest nach Blut, mit feurigen Augen,
du siehst nur ein Funken, ein feuer-roten Punkt,
kurz vor dem Ende,
etwas vor dem Tod!

Wieder Stille, Hey ruhe...
Könnt ihr mich hören, zwischen den Zeilen lesen,
könnt ihr mich spüren?
Denn ich bin es, das Licht
Ich werde euch durch die Dunkelheit führen...

Obwohl ihr denn Weg schon kennt...
Sehr gut kennt!

Shine

2007-11-13T14:31:00.000+01:00

I am standing in the field, cypresses all over it in the wind dancing…
Who am I???

I am standing, holding a gun in my hands
The hands covered with paint…

I am shaking and for a moment I become myself again
Afraid to look at my hands
I just feel the cold metal in it…

I am looking throw some kind of window and see the silhouette
of myself in the mirror
I see the cornfield and the cypresses blows away
A man is standing there, with a gun in his hands
But who am I?

For a moment I become myself again
I am looking throw the window and see the silhouette
The simulacrum of my face in the mirror and a shine

BANG
And the eco is all over the field, trow the sky, ruptures the cypresses
But I have missed the heart…

I am glad that I wasn’t Vincent van Gogh
And it stays just the shine…

actually means really now or?

2007-08-29T22:37:00.000+02:00

01).
I love you,
even if the rain is falling - or not
even if the sun is shinning - even if not
if you are by me, even if not
I do - still and ever love(s) you!

02).
I miss you,
on a beatyfull day - sunny or not
even if the flowers smell,
when I hear a bell
even if not, I do love you,
and I miss you, yes I do!

03).
You will be mine, because I am yours!

04).
...and what to say else,
we belong together, not because we are,
but because we are!
also because we will be, and not only because we will be!
and we were...
still I do love you,
and you know it, like I do...
because you loves me, too,

..a perfect coupllllle - yes we do!

Svjetlost tanja...the light morning sorrow below

2007-07-31T23:52:00.001+02:00

the big fish an his little cat - one friend not more...

Once I found her - I did...
the happy(est) man I become- - - I am now!!!!
But why do I not feel thees happyness???
Because she isn t here - far away oh yes
She is!!!
But soon
Here she will be, with me...
In my arms, with me...
...

One more time

2007-05-27T21:54:00.000+02:00

Gently forced pure power of love
We can’t denied it even if we try
It is overwhelming and “shadowing” all over us
Here we stay like two kids in the yellow bus!

Where is your special friend?
Who will love you until the end?
The agony of knowing
The ecstasy of feeling
The moment is true – let’s just being!

Two people in the blue
Two souls stocking in the glue
Can You feel it
Can You see it?

I want to hear, one more time
Wanna feel, wanna see,
Just once more,
With You I want to bee!

Roses really smell

2007-03-28T15:09:00.000+02:00

the wine I drink,
ambrozia it should be!

with god I talk,
a pray it should be!

the world I see,
my destination it should be!

the girl I need,
my love she should be!

1, 2, 3... my girl, she don t mess around then she loves me sooooooo!
the relationship we have, the use-by date it has, I hate it sooooooo!

1, 2, 3... you think you get it!
we keep together,
forever,
we think it will be!!!!
It will be - never!

But roses really smell
and the moon really shine,
the taste in my mouth - it s not ambrozia,
it s only a little bit wine...

All right, All right!
once I will have a bride?
maybe the corps bride?
Whatever - evrything s all right!
the life I live,
it s just a small fight!

It s just my fight,
A life so bright...
my life and roses that really smells!

this night over Avignon

2007-03-22T20:34:00.000+01:00

this is my little poem for my little Froggie ;)

I have travel the ALL BLUE, all around the world
I have seen all seven clouds,
and you were not there, I know it because I was!

I am coming, going away, I am here, sorry my little, but seems like I could not stay!
My heart is like a pirat, young and proud, drunk and foolish,
My head s been worth over 1000 gold,
someone must be kidding, it s much more, you could never hold!

Forgive me you dark, deep and big river called "Rohne"
Few things in a mans life they just must be done,
and one is to swim trough and reach the other edge
Because my little s standing there

And this night I have swim trough the dark and frightens
and this night I have leave my ALL BLUE
this night over Avignon a new star is born
Hear me you brave gods in Valhalla and blow in the big horn,
I am coming!
Finally I am!

I will come once to you back...
Even if it s only a dream,
this shall be the proof of my love to you
indestructible shine, but nothing can proof and show how deep the big fish can feel,
It s a never-ending circle - like a never-ending wheel,
And you my little are now somewhere deep inside!

Glueck im Ueberfluss

2007-02-20T23:16:00.000+01:00

*die Strofe ueber Andre und Steffi
bin vor freude ausser mir,
gerade im Prag!.,. doch nich bei dir,
war es nur ein traum, ein kurzer augenblick...
der schimmer und zeit die verfliegt
ist es die liebe, die ueberalles siegt
und der moment wenn ich mich in dir fange
will langsam mit dir untergehen,
so friedvoll, volkommen kanns du vor mir stehen,
schoen das es dich gibt, auch wenn gerad nicht bei mir!

*die Strofe die Albi Friedel widmete
das musste jetzt einfach mal sein,
fuehl mich doch manchmal so allein,
trozallem auch mit dir zusammen,
doch viel weniger als ohne dich,
denn mein wunder du bist, ja, ich liebe dich!

*paar Zeilen von Freddy an Albi
ich weiss nicht wie mir geschieht,
ein gefuehl das verzweifelt verflieht,
ein sonnenschein, die sterne in der ferne,
der mond geht auf, und wir sind nicht drauf...
lass mich bei dir sein, denn ich bin das wasser und du mein stein,
der fels und die brandung!

*paar Zeilen fuer Bianca, die ich kenne und ihren Geno
das leben kann so unfair sein,
im zeitraffer des theaterstuecks, was truegt ist der schein...
die waren gedichte und geschichten bleiben nie verborgen,
zusammen haben wir uns sicher und nie mehr sorgen..
was war, was wird, was gerade ist,
so viel zeit vor uns und keine einreich-frist!
am strang des lebens ist nichts vergebens
solange du mein bist und ich dein
fuer immer zusammen und nie mehr allein,
kann das leben doch nicht so unfair sein...

*fuer Stephan und seine Steffi eventuell mit y
ein klavier spielt, der vorhang geht auf,
wir mitten drin, auf der buehne des lebens...
tausend und in einer nacht spiel ich dir das lied von uns
unserem heim, kann das sein,
glueck im ueberfluss, ein fass geht auf,
und wir mitten drauf, mitten im leben,
die wahre liebe kann es wohl doch geben..

*ein paar reihen fuer Markus und seinen Schatz
komm erzaehl mir etwas, plauder auf mich ein,
versuch nicht zu wenden, lass das leben leben sein,
denn nur so ist es lebenswert, lebensfroh und schoen...
traume werden wahr, unedlich gross und dauerhaft,
ich find bei dir trost, schweerelos, zauberhaft, liebestoll,
das halbleere glas ist doch mehr als voll!!!
fast wie der mond ueber uns und unser stern,
komm her erzahl mir was, ich habe dich doch so gern...

*und zum schluss was Dzenan schrieb
heimlich, still, einsam... ziehen wir uns leise zurueck,
einsamkein traegt sich viel leichter zu zweit,
sind wir denn wircklich soweit, dazu bereit???
jeder findet sein tempo, sein weg und sein schein,
ich sage nur das volkommene in zeile und reim,
doch habe ich mein ende des weges noch nicht erreicht,
dich noch nicht gefunden, trozallem Glueck im Ueberfluss
viel mehr als verdient, viel mehr als man braucht,
doch viel zu wenig und auf dauer und ewig...
alleine Gluecklich zu sein, der trost ist der schein und die frage
kann das sein, sehe da
sie steht vor mir!

Die Liebe findet man oder sie findet einen und wer sich seiner wahren Liebe nicht versperrt hat, so bliebe sie ihm auch nicht verwehrt. Sie kommt und sie geht, doch ist es die Liebe, die eine whrhaftige, so kommt sie immer zu einem zurueck und ist immer da, auch dann wenn sie nicht da ist!
Also meine Freunde, Prost und auf euch!

une petite poème pour approfondi le langue

2007-02-12T21:45:00.000+01:00

Ce n`est pas la fille dans cette photo!

Je ne conne pas du chant grégorien
Comme ça je passe la soirée chez Sylvain
Je lui dit ma petite est comme de l'eau
Quelque fois ce n`est pas suivi
Quelque fois c`est trop…

Aujourd’hui elle est toute noire et blanche
Et complètement colorée le dernier dimanche
Elle parle à peine et moi je comprendre rien
Mais quelque fois ça c`est bien (hihih)

Je suis comme un chat noir
Et je continue comme ça
Je parle et je parle toute la nuit
Je suis dans la chambre le soule brui…

Et Sylvain, il reste tranquille
Il jusque allumer le radio
C`est La Tordue avec son poteau
Il chant son daddy was a “Bank robber”
Et son oncle un fameux bricoleur..

Mais je n`écoute pas
Je veux qu il comprendre qui est ça
La jeune fille, ma petite novelle
Et lui... Il reste tranquille
Et lui… Il est tranquille

*
et voila une niveau 2 - ça ver dire 8 an vieux . peut être 7 …

Faithfully story has been written

2007-02-10T23:45:00.000+01:00

Somehow this German feeling all over me
No it s not a feeling of eating ;)
Also not of drinking beer
It s the Goethe deep impact that I fear

Sometimes there Jesenjin s standing in front of me
And I look in the mirror and ask myself,
Could it bee???

Than some days later Petrarca knock on my door
Before I open I felt down to the floor..
And ask myself again and again...
Is it faith?

Or just that story that has to be written?

Ich fuehle mich geborgen, geniss es, es ist gut, das Glueck, der Trost... Ich bin ausser mir, kopflos, sorgenloss...so frei und bereit, so liebestoll, troz allem Ueberfluss, gehe ich ueber die Naegeln barfuss, komm fluester mir ins Ohr, immer mit dir sein sollst du sein, nie wieder allein, ein Zuhause, dein Heim – komm mit mir oder lass es sein, ich komm schon klar, truebe Gedanken um uns rum, gerad darum,... hab dich endlich gefangen, komm, halt mich doch nur ganz kurz, nur ein bisschen, bis wir einschlafen im Glueck und Ueberfluss...

*
It s to early, to give up
I can borrow you some pain
In this faithfully night
the moon s shining but there s no rain.

When the stars look down at you
hug yourself
When the tears come over you
ask yourself

Is it realy the story that has to be written
or faith
Is this happening to you
or just a dream?

It s to early to give up
To late to run away
I hate to say it
you could fight, but you have to stay...

It makes no sence,
you feel like atacking me
but it s selfdefence...

I have to say it!
It s just like we are
like the story that has to be written,
I hate to mantion it
but it s already written...

All over again

2007-02-09T22:15:00.000+01:00

It is not posibble
But if it would be
I would do it all over again!

Once more..

Withe golden leters, the poison with your name on it.

The faith
To be brave
Is like a little ship on the big sea
It s only the point that a point in it
I cannot see!

I am happy,
Am I?
You are happy?
Are you?

In my soul,
You have turned on over
Million candles
And than it was gone...

Just once again, once more
One more time?!
Just to tuch, feel and to do it!
If I could…

But I can t – the God I trust
But the God I am not,
Just a slave
Of his own faith!

Of the dream we use to dream...
Of one promise
and his way!
Just a human,
Only a slave!

And nothing else over it.

Voila une heure

2007-02-09T21:52:00.000+01:00

j'te donne la plume pour qu'tu dessines
la plume pour que t'inscrives..
la plus belle vie qu'tu construire
la vie comme miel,
La vie est belle.

J'habite au premier
Une chambre sans vue,
À la prochaine et en santé (hein)
La semaine ou la rue.

J'vis toujours des soirées avignonnais
Rendez-vous devoir les halles
Du café de la paix ou le thé
Je t'attendrai...

Je pose rai mon journal
Sur mon bar devant moi.
Si t'es en retard,
Bien sur - tu as françaises
c'est j'vis toujours des vis avignonnais.

Je t'attendais, mon amour.
Je t'attendrai toujours,
Je t'attendais, mon amour.
tu as françaises ça c'est sur ;)

J'entendrais, mon amour.
Et tout le monde autour...!

voila une heure
que je t'attends
voila mon cour prudence en sortant
voila une heure
et une bouteille de la rhume avec du miel
La vie est beaucoup du connerie
mais aussi la vie est belle...

Sittin and beeing egocentric

2007-01-24T23:11:00.000+01:00

Once, long time ago there was a gril, pretty blod and her room mate with the same name...

I told you once love me two time
it would be not only fine
it would be the last time
it would be like the finish line...

But have you listen to me?!?!

The guitar is playing a solo
we are playing a dance called "kolo"
I came to the town and than I drove away
And I just let you stay..

I wanted to take you with me, but you?!?!

Would you come with me?
I just say : "One, two, tree.."
Than I was gone, just passed by,
It was the feeling I have never try...

Before?!?!

Someone called it love,
someone desire,
But it was the feeling much more, much higher,
It was the delicious taste of a paradise apple,...
Doing somethin forbidden, doing somethin so wrong -
the feeling we felt was so strong,

but was it love or only my illusion for more?

And now I have to say you my little blond -
Girl you gotta love your man
Take him by the hand
Make him understand
The world on you depends
Our life will never end
Gotta love your man...

Marie

2006-12-14T09:28:00.000+01:00

#Marie#

BOnNe jOur m(`) aMouRe,
tU as la fiLle GlamouRe,
avec un(E) gRande CouRe..

Tu as l`eLeganCe
de tout lA fRance
peTite fleuRe de pRovaNCe
et MOI!!!
Je suis l`aRogance..
un garC(,)on comme en tRance.,

mais je suIs desolée, car tu preferéeee, la creMe brouLee - (K) qu` moi!?

Et a lA fin j`y va en caféE,
le restó cHeZ moNe, pour CouiSiner et pour manGeR..

...Les TataloNtes, les GeRamont, les MedalLionts eT tous les vins blanc..blanc de blanCCC..

Voila une po^eme, de boeme
avec l`ecriture horror ;)
but....what should I say...
just
Marie

confessing why I like spring

2006-11-13T22:30:00.000+01:00

the poem for you Magdalene-Sophie...

...there is a bottle of vine on my table; the music I listen is the music you should listen to. The sky is clear, the temperature around 15 degrees Celsius, my fingers are running to ketch up the mind the words that overrun my feeling but this poem is only for you my unknown cherry...

I know you would not come,
But like a bird in my hands you jump up and down..
I share this night again with stars,
and make you the owner of my trown..

I don t know how to run away from the dream
I don t know if someone could loving you like I do,
Like a summernightdream you confess,
even if we don t know us, it s truth!

This night neither would nor hurt so much, so elusive hurt
if someone would loves me like I loves you!!!

I know you will not come,
I know tonight you could feel the smell of strawberries,
I know you will not come,
I know this dream will never end, it s done...

And there is much more than this I know... It s just like the poetry from Halil Dzubran (also translate in English) the blue fire. the man from Istanbul spending his whole life in New York...I even don t know where you are from, but tonight and only tonight this love song is for you, from me to you my unknown love, my only one, my Magdalene - Sophie!

I don t care that you are not the moon,
not the white swan,
not the person on my right site...
and my bed is much bigger without someone on my right...

So empty, deep felling alone,
It feels so much, but never like home, because home...
is there where you are, where you will bee!

my white swan, ma Christmas tree, where should it be?? ?where? All water follows tonight only you, and one day - when I will not bee, one day I am gone, everything is done, one day, maybe you will write a poem for me, the little fish that even without knowing you, just say it s truth and babe someone out there is loving you!!!

Dzenan Sehic

Blue proem at the end of the caravan

2006-11-03T08:26:00.000+01:00

" The time to hesitate is through
No time to wallow in the mire
Try now we can only lose
And our love become a funeral pyre"
*Doors 1967

The time to hesitate just passed by
No time of love stands behind,
Try now and become my,
And our love will stop exist just in my mind...

Can You see?
Close your eyes, what s in your imagination?
It s only me
It s not such a funeral deviation.

So take the risk of our life,
There is much more sensuousness

We could be five,

I guess.

In a despaired land, with a stranger on your side? What s in your mind, is it luck? what you find? Do you search, what will you see, passing the gate of the heavens church, is there, somewhere, somehow a picture of me, Is it truth - It s me what you see, babe when you close those beautiful eyes, rock crystals, the blue proem at the end of the song - It s just you who belong to me, It s just me who belongs to you, It is the end? the end of despaired land, take my hand and follow the caravan to the end, I will lead you out from the death land, just take my hand, because I give you my hand and my whole life, too..

Take a ride with the wind,
take a swim in the cold blue sea,
Close your eyes and what will you see,

It s just me.

The dark and me

2006-11-01T12:04:00.000+01:00

Me and the dark will come together to your lips, to your sweet, Spanish lips, the dark-red Spanish cherry lips, it will be me and the dark together, and we will stay forever, we will not go, never, but you will be like ever, just neck with the head, look by side and say:” however!"

I will throw behind my shoulder my old coat,
Outside there is no rain, in the bar I am drinking, alone,
Only passenger, just one missed train.

When I light two cigarettes instead of one,
unknown woman will ask to sit next to me,
Is it important who was wrong, when you are gone..
That s also faith - or it can be.

I know all my little faults, that I because of you make ever and ever, will it be like this forever? Nothing is bringing you back; far away I let my heart for all time long at your place, to wake up neat you, somewhere in the not real world, somewhere, not by me. All harbors in this world are my home, from one point to other I am sailing, walking, flying just to find what I have loose long time ago, and on my way I break one by one more hearts than a man have ever done. In hope to tape up my broken heart!

is unboundedness evanescently

2006-10-29T13:15:00.000+01:00

...we are all frail, and the infinity belongs to unthinkable and unuttered deliriousness of our dreams. The earth stays forever; the sun is going down and going up, only to go down again. The wind is striping to the west, turning to the east, moving fast to the north and coming back to the south, only for starting again his turn. All rivers flowing to the see, the great ocean, but the ocean is never overfilled. And where the water comes from it goes back only to make once more the circle of moving and life. And nobody can say that the eyes have not seen enough and that the ears have not listen a lot at all everything and enough .What happened it will happen again, what was do it will be done again. And there is nothing new under the heavens roof. Even not the love. Everything was before us here, just nothings left in the memories of past, like in the future the memories will not exist, only that what will comes after us.

Once you are dreamily in your dream,
you walk on air and see a silver lining over you,
make a wish, throw a coin in the stream,
the big river of faith, love and truth.

I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, and even the awake succeed not.
It’s strange since last time,
the book in my hands, hands so cold, heart so hot,
it’s just a moment a really small line...

eternally , headless, stunning and formidable
but so small, to absentminded...

instantaneous is good, instantaneous is right,
daily routine is important to people like you,
we don’t swim with the river, always we fight,
because we are alone,
even if we want to admit to, but it’s true

...

During the deviation (schuss) we try to amend the course...we are gaping the infinity, we are proud, so big, so small, so frail and so insubstantial that we say we instead of I. We are such incapably to accept, how frail we are, that the time is passing by, that the stars witch we see even don’t more exist like this, the feeling turn around, the head is in quarrel with the heart and all this is just a thinking of millenniums multiplied by aeons compounded by infinity. And nothing more, even if we try to call it love and to understand it. And the words I spoke to You are words spoken to myself, turn around and go again to you only once to come back to me again.

to pick up a tune / guitar

2006-10-27T22:34:00.000+02:00

On the right site of my bed there is nobody,
On the left side there is someone...
This someone maybe I could be,
You are not here, so it must be me.

It feels like to keep watch,
there are dreams, there are so much..
And the right words in dreams may come,
But there is nobody when I come home.

The right words I remebar to late,
And in the end, in this end full of faith,
There will be a week completly different,
With the last day number eight.

But it wouldn´t hurt so much if I would know if you have someone on the left side of your bed.

The big fish poem

2006-10-25T21:14:00.000+02:00

amazing, terrifically, mellifluous, inimitably, admirable, lovably, seductive, irresistible, a heaven made by parchment, a moment created by impenetrable feeling for pleasure, it’s not pain that you deserve, it’s the heaven on earth, that your life after this life has to be just like the second part of a beautiful movie...will be the doings and the words that you can except from a big fish..

Moments of unbelievable pleasure
Are the memories treasure
Somewhere behind your tears,
somewhere under your fears,
There will I be.

A few questions I have to know
I just want to hold you close,
to feel your heart close to my
to keep you by my side, I’ve to try
So that’s where I will be.

You takes my breath away
If it’s only my life, I’ll pay...
like under water I see it in slow motion
Is it love? It’s more than one emotion,
and It’s only one!

But the big fish will understand,
he will not wait, he will stop, he will stand...
stand behind,
somewhere in your mind,
NO, in your blood I will be.

You really know you love somebody ,
when it is too late.
You really know that you love someone,
When the one is gone,
but the big fish knows it now.

Is it just such a feeling,
You do act in good faith,
because faith can move mountains
but when the big fish`s gone
You cannot make profession of a faith.

Because you know it is truth,
everything I say,
You know it is truth,
everything I do,
I do it just for You!

And there is no time, that can heal the wounds,
You doesn't know your meter and bounds.
After I am gone, after You stay alone,
After the moments of unbelievable pleasure
The moments that are erasure...
You will be always my treasure!

Do You know why?

Nobody can save me - but you,
I’ve never dream that I meet someone like You,
It’s strange what foolish people do,
It’s strange what I do, because of You,

The biggest fish every alive has say once:

"Every woman is a mystery to be solved. But a woman hides nothing from a true lover. Her skin color can tell us how to proceed. A hue like the blush of a rose, pink and pale and she must be coaxed to open her petals with warmth like the sun. And the pale and dappled skin of a redhead calls for the lust of a wave, crashing to the shore so that we may stir up what lies beneath and bring the foam and delight of love to the surface. Although there is no metaphor that truly describes making love to a woman, the closest is playing a rare musical instrument. I wonder does a Stradivarius violin feel the same rapture as the violinist when he coaxes a single perfect note from its heart? "

My sweetie is the best

2006-10-24T13:28:00.000+02:00

pa pa ram pa ram pa ram...
My honey, sweetie, she is the best,
like the sunflower, she is happy every hour.
Like the sun she is,
Like the moon and I feel the stars
when I receive a kiss.

She is below the light of god,

and it is a feeling of happiness
that everyone feels,
It’s like if you would have wheals,
and just a road strait on...
Like the melody of Yan Thiersens` Amelie
Song number eight,
It must be love - just there,
around me, everywhere...
My sweetie she is the best, and when we disputing,
I just know very well, few moments after there will be a firework all night long, As long as I know where (I) she belong(s)!

foreordnation

2006-10-23T13:04:00.000+02:00

Time lapse and one Midsummer Night's Dream,
There is now a river, before it was a stream.

I can t trust my eyes, you just aquiline the rainbow,
Before it was the ebb, and now it’s the flow.

I want to see my world in a grain of sand
like the heaven in a wild flower
Just to hold infinity in the palm of your hand
and eternity in an hour.
(Remake of a William Blake poem - from 'Auguries of Innocence')

unseenly You are,
Not here, somewhere so far...
So far away from me,
But when I close my eyey it`s your face that I see. Do You see me, when You close your eyes?
You have to know that You are my hearts device*

*device = in this case - emblem

Have You somewhere someone who count the stars for You, during You sleep, have you somebody who carry You on cloud 9, the 7 is not good enough for You... Is someone there, when You need him, is he there when your wing hurts??? I go the way without returning just for You, even if I don’t know You, if You are probably not real. But I can’t help myself, I am just a stupid fish and this is the right what I feel!

mendicant and the belle

2006-10-22T22:23:00.000+02:00

...Harvest, foliage is everywhere, maple syrup I remember, under the old oak I saddle down, and there were you! Like two doves some people may say, but we were like a dove and a hawk.

you can sue me, but you just disturb,
my bags are jam-packed, that disturb you,
the road is calling again, it called my name,
it is not your fault, it’s just my blame.

Solace you cannot give to me,
Maybe you don’t want, or you just can’t...

Thousand and one night are waiting for me,
so why should I stay,

We know it both - the moment will come,
and you would say go away!

So I decide to go now, I don’t know where,
I don`t know how, but I know why, I know it, I feel it,
this harvest the color of the leaves is gilt,
Just like you, just like you.

But still I am fond of you.
It’s just the line of least resistance,
I still love you,
It’s not a confidence...

So why should I stay, why not go away,
We both know what will happen if I stay,
We know what we are afraid of if you don’t say go away,
We know it...

...Harvest, foliage is everywhere, maple syrup I remember, under the old oak I saddle down
but you are not there.

Alone, again I am.
A passenger passed by,
I nod my head and say to the old woman: “Hallo Mam!"

ta ram taram

2006-10-16T15:53:00.000+02:00

I ever never everwill watch the same picture in my head,
I will walk over the river to bring you some water and bread.
black riders comes over the hill,
I will fight against them, yes I will!

I was searching high at the top of the mountains,
to give me your name, where the sky touch the ground,
I was searching deep down at the ground of the see,
and look what the angels have give to me!

And now I don t give you back, never ever,
I will keep holding you in my arms forever.
Because it was you that I found, turning heaven and hell around.

So let the riders come to me, it s death what they want
They want you, but they will find me!

Haiku

2006-10-14T10:03:00.000+02:00

The old, Mexican calm plays our song.

The players get up and sing our song.

Dos almas, dos personas, dos historias.
Pero solamente un momento pero solamente la luna está brillando.
Pero solamente nosotros estamos cantando para estos dos amantes.

We keep dancing...we keep moving.
An old, Italian woman stands up and she sings.
She sings because of us...only us.

Sugli alti mari, c'è una nave.
Una barca di amore.
E due amanti che ballano su di esso.
Le due anime che si amano.

So they keep dancing...
Only two hands and a voise from Portugal
seems to be with them.

Ele viu o seu há muito tempo atrás.
Ela o viu. Era sobre esse barco.
Era amor.
Ame nada mais apenas metters.

Et c'était le moment magique. Tout était là. La signification était fausse. Il a dit en anglais. Elle a dit en chinois. Mais ils ont compris parfaire-vous.

Und da war schon der Anfang. Die Liebe erbluete, der Moment verschwand, doch neue werden folgen - in anderen Laendern, in anderen Sprachen...

But the language of love was the only one that they need!

boon and bane

2006-10-14T10:02:00.001+02:00

Pevaj, druže, nek se vrate dani I negdašnje naše zore plam. Nek poljupcem ona druge hrani, Preživelo đubre, divni šljam Ljubomoran - zar da sam na tebe? Zar ovakvog da me snađe jad? Naš život je - postelja i ćebe Naš je život - poljubac i pad. Pevaj, pevaj! Ruke neka mašu: Kobni zamah - kobi će doneti … Čuj … nek idu svi u … pivsku flašu … Nikad, druže, ja neću umreti. (Sergej A. Jesenjin)

You harlot, frigging strumpet, woman, you beautyful woman, you damn creature, whose fortune she is now, this little, cute, blond waste, litter of my life...

So many years just trown away, lavished moments, but I will not kill myself in alcohol and pain because of one hussy,
of a scraped girl, that I love so much more than ever,
I hate you whore and I love you forever!

to be in anguish

2006-10-14T10:01:00.000+02:00

They told me that you cheet me, they told me that you leave me,
they told me that you have kiss another one,
but what really hurts is how you ve treated me.

You are not more yourself...and I ve long time ago agreed to be whatever you wish,
but you explain your going saying that I am selfish..
There will nothing be left when I am gone, completly alone!

Dont belive my words tonight, every second I will offer you more, much more...
Don t kiss me tonight, there will be thousends tears, but what for?
My heart is giving you more than I can give to you, that s the true.

Because of me you will never cry,
Because I am gone, like if I where never there,
satori, relieving enlightenment comes always with delay!

accidental

2006-10-14T10:00:00.000+02:00

By mistake I´ve fall in love to the wrong pearson,
I trusted in the signs,
that has to show me the right way,
Nothing else metters, just follow they say!
But at the end of the holy road, there was only you.
So close, but so far away;
I decide to follow, but I shoud stay.

You have take me to the place I love,
You have show me the world, the whole beautyful world...
But still, sometimes I feel like I don`t have a partner,
You kiss this feeling away,and when You are not there,
The filling of loving You just disappear.

Can you understand and feel these words,
this divinely words I say,
I whisper in this summer night, and to God I pray
to help me loving You, just like You loves me.

Momentan - instantaneous

2006-07-14T12:38:00.000+02:00

(one guitar, one great player, one night, one song, one star on the whole sky and one person near you my little one..I hate to say it; but it s probably me).

The sun will not got lost,

because it gone down...
And because of shore recension
we will not get lost in an other dimension...

It s the perfect sunset,
at the see isn t ebb, a little low tide,
it s the flawless flow,
so explain me plese why shoud we go?

You can give me over hundrets reasons,
it s because you are so bright,
But you need the car and who has the key?
I hate to say it; but it s probably me.

I will give you the keys, just drive away,
but it s the perfect moment,
maybe you should stay.

(after you can sue me for compensation, I am accustomed to libel and slander, but stagnation is death, I just keep going, I just flow up, flow down and flow trought the life and his moments, sufficient is not enaught, it s too litle... so there is one guitar, one great player, one night, one song, one star on the whole sky and one person near you my little one..I hate to say it, but it s probably me)...

I fight for you

2006-07-14T12:37:00.000+02:00

With stupidity the gods themselves struggle in vain
You have to forgive me, nobody is out of pain,
No one is perfect, except of you
I had seen you, hallo; I love you!

You loved me too, long time ago,
I ve never dreamt that I lose someone like you,
I ve never dreamt I would meet someone like you,
But tonight I ve to go...(gone and close).

But save tonight, the fight will not break up like this,
I don t give up, easily like this, I don t go whitout a kiss,
whitout a promise, that I will come back..
I will find you, I will never lose your track,

So just go one, don t wait for me,
I will not lose you out of my eyes, also if I close them,
the moment maybe will be gone, this one...
But the other will come...

So like me!

unreliable

2006-07-14T12:35:00.000+02:00

Some how I don t know how

there was this song,
the words that belongs to you,
destiny can t go so wrong.

When you love a women
you tell her - she is the only one,
but you was differently,

you was more than one.

when you was there,
around me - somewhere.
I was like a dolt,
my heart said yes,
my brain shoot the bolt...

So there was you,
and somewhere was I,
that I love you
I realized with delay.

Orifice

2006-07-14T12:31:00.000+02:00

My house is in the end of our village,
about me you could heard a lot off
But what do you think is true?

My childhood is sleeping there,

My darling also,
And you!

My village exists just in my dreams,
And sometimes I just stand up
And follow a train of thoughts,

To be real, to be true…
To be like a ferry tale,
Only me and sometimes you.

But my village doesn’t exist,
And you are also not real,
And the only thing that I feel…

Is Orifice

Desuetude

2006-07-14T12:29:00.000+02:00

I go damage like if I am made by glass.

Outside like a car very clean and new.
Inside if I am go to seed,
like the fool I am.

But I still smoke, drink and try to love.
or try to be loved...

fuck theese words, theeese so powerfull words, fuck them....I put down the stars for her, suck that stars, her and all the people I combated for her, kick them, give up my darling or not my darling, or just break it up, all the idea of love - tonight NO LOVE MY DEAR!!!fuck you, fuck the last drink and fuck this fucking, stupid word - FUCK!

But You are still there, sweeter then any where,
better than enytime,
why you don´t belong to me... why YOU are not mine!

With obvious pleasure

2006-07-14T12:28:00.000+02:00

One day before the big rain

I seddle down to downtown.
Voluptuous is the first word,
witch explain,
what I thought when I saw you
down standing in that rain.
But this doesnot happend today.

One day before the big rain
When I seddle down to downtown
You wasn t there like the day after,
so I felt nothing,
even no affectionate sense of pleasure,
Because I didn t know that I will find
so soon my onlyone and real treasure.
But this doesnot happend today.

Today is that day when you feel like a wheel, just rolling, rolling, rolling on in the darknees of our future, when you feel like a butterfly, so frail, so perishably, so not even there.It a feeling of understunding of existance with obvious pleasure and the feeling just to be there, even if you are not!

Most insignificant

2006-07-14T12:27:00.000+02:00

Don t ask and don t beliefe

when they told you that I am sad
and alone.
Don t beliefe when you heard that I am drinking
alone in a speakeasi.

It just an "amber" in life,
this little yellow circle, witch said:
NOW OR NEVER,
now or later...And I like to drink alone!
It s not the question of You.

Groggily

2006-07-14T12:26:00.000+02:00

I put down the stars from the sky
Just for You not for I - It has to be your pleasure
NOT my!

Maybe it has to be like this!
I bought you flowers,
I wacked me with people,
I gave you my last kiss.

I was a smuck, a blithering idiot,
but you girl are really crazy,
to not married me..

Your life will be like florescence,
like a brimstone butterfly...
in the end there is just you and him.

There is no You and I
and it has to be your foult-
not my!

Finally slipping

2006-07-03T20:49:00.000+02:00

You have get me, but what I have obtain?
You will vocate me, desert me, leave me...
It's not my destiny, I feel so tiny,
so minikin, so wee, so without you.
But I had chose to not or to be with you.

I agree to be everything you want,
my mind felt down and feel now like blunt,
as a moribundly plant..

Because you never invoke me.

I don't exist for you?
I not consist?

I am not there - that's the point.
That's the cause...
Cause - effect - chain and I am not in.

Are you my deuce or am I the fiend, the devil?
Or just prissy?
What I have found is the plase between your mind,
It' s the place unlocated in your soul,
they are the words witch cover the hole
deep in my heart!

Uxorious

2006-06-29T15:32:00.000+02:00

lynacy is the world witch delineate you and I

insanity depict what I felt when I saw you (matutinal)
on this early, gray morning.

The headline caught my eye this moment,
is she the only one?
The headline caught my eye this moment,
can I live without you?

I can't afford to lose you. I can't afford to keep you,

faraway or by my side...beside!
So I have to choose, so I have to decide.

Is that what we had really phantasmagoric?
dreamlike?Is it true to be a real vision...
Or is it just ebb and flow? Like an U2 song?

Absence and entities

2006-06-28T18:47:00.000+02:00

Today I found out what the world is,

Today I found out what agreements means
to the most people...

To people witch are not me!

And it was, because, one has underwhelming me
with the words he said,
with his thought that he thought.

Then he remember rewordet than me!

It was the entities in absence.
It was a disarming smile of a stranger,
smirking, that I didn´t recognized.

Detection means to being human,
blasphemously...
distractedly,
and in the end
aboard.

This is what i have learn today!

Fade and Innocence

2006-06-27T16:23:00.000+02:00

I laid me down upon a bank,

In a city called Beauty.
Where Love lay sleeping,
Where I may beeing human.

I heard among the rushes dank ,
In the city still called Beauty,
Where Love lay sleeping!
Where I may weeping...

Then I went around
try to touch the ground,
of Innocence...
But I found myself,
There on the ground;
Feding, beeing human
And I understood!

For the first time in my life
That the life is good..

It let me starve
without attendance of Love.

without You!